Enemies have surrounded me..

Would you play with the you, you who you see in the mirror?

My enemy count has been increasing over the weeks, and most of the problem seems to lie with me. I've been feeling that I'm under-achieveing, but I just cannot get the motivation to get myself to work. This frustration has caused my mood to swing vigourously and i find myself acting sulky most of the times, and find that everything irritates me.

Over time, knowingly or unknowingly, I have offended a few people that I know of, some whom I don't know, and neglected some of my friends. I should extend my apologies to all these people.

With such sulky facial expression, it's difficult to get to know more people. I feel like a lone ranger some of the time. With no friend to turn to when I can't solve my tutorial question, it's difficult to get to understand the information that the lecturers are bombarding me with.. I'll have to try to know someone in my course that is equivalent to Kai, so that I can leech on his knowledge.

However, the most important thing that I need now is a sorting algorithm that can help sort out my thoughts and something that I can use to retrieve the old self that the garbage collector had garbaged a few years back. Finally, a constant smile on my face will help a lot in making new friends, but that's an uphill task. It's good for you to have a constant smile on your face too, as no one will like to be with someone who is always sulking.